This be the last night
I skip to the random beat

The impossible can't be changed
And you cannot know better

I'll gather my pride and love
Bury them now in dead earth

These tears will longer mean a thing
By the greet of the morning sun

The night sky to be my witness
Of this weakness on display

Not again will this be repeated
If so then it's my heart once again you've defeated

Now I know why professional relationship should be kept just that. Why office romance is a disaster. Why it is the most beautiful thing, and the greatest torture. Most important of all, why it is blind.

Murky water and paper faces
And paper heart that tears with a touch

To bits of little paper pieces
Smeared with shades neither black nor white

Adrift in this cursed water
Of many voiceless sirens

Speak not such words on this tongue
For their ears cannot be kind

To the water behind paper faces
And paper heart that tastes no sweetness

Birthday Blues

A good party, a great night out, and knowing that you matter to your friends. All the good things but I still can't kick the Birthday blues. It's kinda weird celebrating with a group of friends, and from time to time think of your other friends that couldn't be there with you, and at other time of those who have left you along the way. Hope it'll wear off after a day or so.

Anyway back to more realistic stuff. Had a major submission yesterday, and I am mostly happy with the model (one of the more out-there designs I've ever made, refer to the photos below) but kinda disappointed in the drawing (I didn't have enough time to complete it so...Anyway, it kinda showed some improvements on my part. Definitely a much more confident/daring desgin.

Two damn submissions this Friday. Will start on those stuff once I've got a good night sleep or something. And a planned big celebration Friday night! Haha, can't wait. Hope everything goes well though, coz at the moment it seems kinda hazy. Sigh~~ When can things ever go as planned?