This is B-A-D

Just when you thought things cant get any worse...they do! Damn just got a call from my dad and guess what? I'll be starting my school in Australia on the 19 of January... ridiculous, i tell you! I mean it's suppose to start in March... that's like two months in advance!! Man, and what about my plan to come back to S'pore and collect my 'O' results in Feb? That's my chance to visit my friends! I'm not gonna let that be ruined...
Dad said he wants me to start early to 'try out' the courses...in case i change my mind... You know we can never really come to an agreement about such things... Sorry that i cant help being the black sheep of the family and that my interests are different! No amount of persuasion can turn me into a business-sort-of-guy that he is... i want to do something more than handling money... I want to do something more beneficial for the people man... Can somebody tell me what's so wrong with that???? Why can't he understand this part of me?
OMG there's no way i'm going to start my schooling so soon! I'll have to do something...fast!

Ultimate Rev!

Hurray! ^_____^ Finally got this new look for my blog....cool right? Haha thanks a lot to my friend Bingy for helping me on this... without you my blog would still be the boring plain jane lol
"I Wanna Stand Out / I Wanna Be ME", what a great saying and it reflects me well too...ok before you think otherwise i'm not at any cost an attention seeker alright?...haha All i have to do now is add more links and publicise my blog.... Guess that'll have to come later....
When i woke up this morning...got a bad throbbing headache :( ....... Damn it better take care of my health more! 'O' level is REAL soon and i still have loads of preparations to do... can't die now! (Although if i'm dead then i don't have to worry about anything anymore haha...just kidding) sigh~~~~ promise myself to do tonnes of A maths today.... And i'm NOT going to let myself down! haha going to show those guys (yep, i'm talking about you!) who look down on me that i can do it...well...given a few years...-_-" sigh~~ better move my ass to do some real work...actions speak louder than words right? (....)

Thru the Veil

Man... today was weird. Went out with the "pure" science people for lunch after their prac paper...so i was the only "impure" one there...lol... Dont know why but got to say i felt kinda left out...well maybe just a little but the feeling was definitely there. Ping,Beng,Eugene,Andre and Ben were there... It's suppose to be an outing for Dan but ended up he didn't go....sigh... surely he had his own reason for it...so just leave it as it is alright... though it really was a waste that he couldnt be there.
After that i turned out to be the one to turn someone down...haha...was supppsoe to go visit bingy but in the end i didnt go.... so sorry man but it was late when i left Toa Payoh and i needed to settle stuff at home... Now i'm feeling kinda guilty though so hey i'll drop by tomorrow instead or something.
Sigh (again)... i dont know why but i couldn't help but feel sort of disconnected...seems to be getting a lot of this nowadays and its really (i do mean it) frustrating when you dont know why.... Hope it'll leave me alone soon... For now CHEER UP! haha well better go do some serious studying before another day is wasted...!! ~_~

First posting{over coffee}

ok this is really the first posting so...still many many things i absolutely DONT get! haha bear with me... but who say it cant be learnt huh?
Alrighty i really dont have anything to blog at this point but let's just mark this a "Grand opening" of my blog or something lol....(.....) ok, right, whatever.... You know, i think im the only crazy person insane enough to be making a blog at this point...considering my 'O' is like exactly one week away! But hey maybe that's why i need a place to rest my head now more than ever...if you get what i mean. Also maybe coz i always do what i want (blindly driven!)....haha
Anyway in the future i'll be using this regularly (i hope) to pen down all my thoughts and feelings and whine about anything and everything...and i thought having a diary's kinda gay -__-"
Guess im signing off for now....