No turning back! Charge!

Alright... Almost to the end of holiday. Week 1 starts tomorrow and ready or not, here I go. Well, technically my first day is on Tuesday. No class on Monday! For both sessions! That means I'll have long weekends for the rest of the year. *Great*~ -_-"
Think I'll be left quite clueless most of the week anyway. With the adjustment and all. By the end of tomorrow I'll be asking friends about their first day. At least I'll get a feel of what it's going to be like. Damn, I get all jittery thinking about it. The lectures, the new faces, studio projects.....
And of course, I still haven't made my student card. Procrastination rules my world.... Hahaha, will do so immediately after the last lesson on MY first day. Now that I think about it, I hope I don't get lost around the campus! I mean, all these names are quite strange to me. Well, I located them on the map but remember how bad I am with directions???? Sigh~~
Right... it's perfectly normal to feel nervous! But things will always turn out well, don't they? Even if they don't always go my way, they can't be so bad, huh? Hahaha... I reckon I'm insane! Great!

Something for everyone

I got a forwarded mail from my sister yesterday. It has some interesting sayings and I feel like shairng some of them... Enjoy!

When you were born, you were crying

and everyone around you was smiling.

Live your life so at the end,

you're the one who is smiling and everyone

around you is crying.

The brightest future will always

be based on a forgotten past;

you can't go forward in life until

you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

The happiest of people don't necessarily

have the best of everything;

they just make the most of

everything that comes along their way.

These are definitely nothing new and I'm sure most of you would have heard of them many times before. Still, I reckon everyone needs a little reminder from time to time... All the best to all of you!

A promising start...

Things are looking brighter for me this time. Somehow I feel much more confident as a person. I can feel it in the way I speak and act. The most notable being the way I can keep my cool when interacting with strangers. I surprised myself on a number of occasions, too. It's as if I shredded off the skin of my old self, revealing this other side. Or, it could be vice versa? Who knows. I'm glad, though... Just hope this is consistent.
I'm desperately clearing up all my "duties" before Friday. Just wanna chill at home before Uni starts next week. Got my brother a birthday present today, revisted Kendo club for the first time after leaving Sydney months ago to return some money I borrowed from a friend (resuming training next week, finally), and stacked up on some food to prevent me from going hungry. All simple chores, really. But it feels much better now that they are out of the way.
I'm not sure, but maybe I can assume that I'm blending in much better now? I just want to find myself a certain identity and stick with it. Like a place in this web of universe. Maybe I'm starting to fit in to where I was meant to be... Even if it's not, I'm more than happy to enjoy this false paradise for as long as it lasts.

Over and New.

Finally and suddenly, I'm back in Sydney. Well, was back here since yesterday actually. Had been awfully busy, though, tidying up my room. Damn, I still can't find my pillow case...
That aside, what a break it had been. I didn't really plan to stay that long, but somehow I ended up in Bangkok for almost 3 months. Actually, I got bored by the end of the first month. So much had happened during the time and the 2 months that followed. Don't think I wanna talk about it too much. It's kinda pointless and I'm not going to blog a full length essay...
So... orientation was earlier this morning. Got to say I'm pretty excited but at the same time nervous by the whole Uni scene. Met quite a number of people I knew from last year in my faculty, so it's a big consolation that I'm not starting a new year all by myself. Sigh... one more week to center my thoughts on the right track. Then it's showtime~

PS: In case anyone's been visiting this page and found nothing for the past months, I guess I owe you an apology!